Don't worry about me I have to worry about myself enough

Calling all Pagans!

2006-03-20T00:31:55Z

Can't find the place for you? Poeple bashing you for your religion? Need help with spells? Or just a friend to talk to? well here's your chance! visit us at www.duchatnoirpub.deviantart.com

misery_desoul @ 2006-02-21T18:24:00

2006-02-22T00:24:17Z

You Are Subversion!
You are systematic and secretive. Sometimes even very calculating. Most everyone trusts you but they have no idea what really goes on in your head. You are capable of being nice or mean, whatever a situation calls for. You look out for #1.
What Naughty My Little Pony Are You?

yay

2005-10-09T15:09:38Z

1...2... Freddy's coming for you
3...4... Better lock the door
5...6... The crusafix
7...8... Lets stay up late
9...10... Never sleep again

Well yesterday was me and Jas's six month aniversarry ^^ yay! I was so happy I got to go see him. I've fealt like I've known him for so much longer but he says it doesn't seem like its been that long.

I have a contest going on da if you have an account you should check it out... miserydesoul.deviantart.com if you like to draw you should check it out

misery_desoul @ 2005-09-02T21:43:00

2005-09-03T02:44:33Z

Your Mood Ring is Magenta

Weird
Creative
Insipired
Thriving

Mood Ring Generator

misery_desoul @ 2005-09-02T21:41:00

2005-09-03T02:42:40Z

Your Band Name Is

The Badass Bunnies

Band Name Generator

misery_desoul @ 2005-08-18T22:59:00

2005-08-19T04:00:40Z

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Stability	\|\|\|\|	16%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	64%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

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Poetry

2005-08-19T03:09:28Z

Welcome to my world... I get pissed or depressed or just in the mood to write poetry... well here is some of my work... it's nothing professional and its all open ended... and I feel like this is the perfect time for poetry... Moms pissed at me, dad hasn't talked to me in three years, Jason is depressed because of his past, I'm getting depressed because I can't help him, I can't even help myself... yeah I know all of these are on da but not everyone here has a da account and I feel like letting everyone read the crap I write...

This is one of my newest I just wrote it today

Peices of Glass
The dove flys high in the midnight sky.
Stars that blaze brightly at night.
My world shatters, like glass.
A thousand peices lost.
Thousands more gained.
Memories put away to cry about another day.
New broken glass peices entering sight.
Every new place and every new face another shard.
Another forgotten day.
Another memeory left to fade away.
Dawn and darkness bleak as rain.
There is always so much pain.
Trying to escape the prison of a mind.
Everyone seeing and yet so blind.
I feel I'm loosing it.
Left it behind.
Passing crowds of faceless names.
Not yet ready for the games they play.
Death greets us with open arms.
Looking as though he can do no harm.
Fear trapped seen through clouded eyes.
I feel like a slave to my broken mind.
Brain and body torn to ribbons.
Glass peices on the ground.
My world shattered again just after I rebuilt it.
Taring my flesh and thoughts again.
I try to rebuild my world again.
But I'm leaving my peices of glass behind this time.

Cry for Help
All memories give me such pain.
Arguments ensue.
Bruises return.
Tears stream down angry faces.
Depresson grips me yet again.
My bruises never faded.
Blood rains down in sacred streams.
Sorrow grips me pulling me down paths long forgotten.
I hide from everyone.
I hide even from myself.
Pain and fear surround me.
I hate my family anymore.
They cause me such sorrow.
I need to be saved from my family.
I just need to forget my pain.
Sealed inside scared of what I may do.
How much more of this can I take before these knives just look to good.
Ensnared in thoughts of self demise.
No one hearing my anguished cries.

Forsaken
Crying.
Pain suffers through the dark and desolant night.
My mind is against me.
Death is at my door.
I hear nim knocking.
Falme surround me.
The gate way to hell stares me in the face.
My book ends shortly.
Fate signed me into destruction.
Brimestone curses me into darkness.
I contemplate death at finest hours.
I have been forsaken.
They want me dead.
So thats what I'll do kill myself.

Dreamers *this was writen for Jason)
Silence surrounds me.
It deafens.
I didn't know it could be so loud.
My love flys out to you.
On the silver wings of a dream.
Thats the only place I'm with you.
Or so it seems.
I miss you.
Your smile; just thinking of it makes me happy.
Your soft caresses make me lust.
Those eyes; they still hypnotize me.
What I wouldn't give to be wrapped up in your arms.
Every night I fly to you.
On silver wings that whisper, "I love you."
Can you hear me?

Personal Ghosts
Screams and scorns.
Thats all I ever hear.
Belittled for beliefs.
Lied about for fear.
Trapped in my mind.
Pain shrouds.
Hate surounds.
I fall further into darkness.
I'm not needed anymore.
I can tell.
All they do is scream, and fight, and yell.
I'm what they use to feel better.
I was asked once how I hold all this in.
The trueth is I don't know.
My hate manifests into thoughts of death.
My own self loath from years of strong mental abuse.
I don't trust my mind.
I hate to be alone all the time.
For fear of what I may do.
People stare now.
I glare back.
They turn away.
I don't care.
But I deal with them.
I have to.
They are my ghosts.
Ghosts of the past.
Ghosts of my pain.
Fear.
Hate.
Lies.
Ghosts that lay only in my mind.
My own fears and hate.
Multiplied several times.
And more so when I become the subject.
The world is out to get me.
And I don't care.

Bliss
I'm in to deep now.
Darkness screams.
Fire ebs.
Hate manifests in a strange way.
Does anybody care?
Is there even anyone out there?
I hate you, your perfect life, a perfect lie.
Death comes to us ata weird ass time.
I'm afriad.
I'm to young to die.
Sulfer blazes, brimstone flares.
Fire burns and I don't care.
Death is to good for them.
Hate too deep.
They hate me, I hate them back.
They die, I lie, death ingorous us.
Bliss consumes me.

Hate
Trapped in the prison of my mind.
Hate and fear surround me.
Chains bind my wrists to the wall.
Blood drips from my arms and down my sides.
As dark and bleak as the blackest night.
No stars or moon could break the darkness.
A pool of blood surounds my feet.
Eyes filled with sorrow and disconcern.
I hate the world.
The people in it, I can't stand.
They all want me dead now.
I know why.
I let them think.
I don't care.
I hate them.
I just want to lay down and cry.
Maybe even die.
You hate me.
I know you do.
Stop pretending, kill me already.
Thats what your doing.
Slowly you kill me.
I hate you.
Please save me.
My only.
My love.
I'm deep into this now.
So far into depression.
Its hard to see.
I can't see past the knives.
The blades just waiting to be painted red.
Scribbled with blood.

Still Beating On
She suffered now in sweet silence.
Her pain lost behind angelic eyes.
She smiled at them and put on a brave face.
Her enemy her own heart.
You betrayed me, she thought angrily.
Her heart only beat backa story of love.
I hate you, she thought.
It continued to beat.
Why can't you leave me alone, she cried.
Every one turned to stare.
Her heart beat thudding loudly in the silent room.
Silence... Please I must have quiet!
Her heart began to pound.
She plunged a knife into her chest.
Silence swarmed around her shadows bouncing around.
She is now in her eternal dream.
She glanced at her love and smiled.
She was no in death happy.
For once.

Pain
Darkness forms around sad eyes.
Why did she have to die?
Her love was gone left her again.
Now she's trapped admisdt the sorrow within.
Blood trickles down like tears.
Black clouds roll in throughout the night.
Flame rain down in all its might.
Sorrow surounds her in all its blight.
Hate filled her now, in all its painful insight.
As she looked at the ground now so far below.
It was still so painful to go.
She wanted her love, but he was gone now.
This was her last grand adventure.
Death and after life that had begun at the end of a knife.

These have all been copy righten to me... if you try to steal them I will find you and hurting is the last thing on the list of things I will do to you but it is on there...

oooohh kinky ^^

2005-08-07T02:52:28Z

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

misery_desoul @ 2005-08-01T15:01:00

2005-08-01T22:01:25Z

You Know You're Addicted to Anime When...

You call your dog Shinji.

You perform a canon ball dive into a pool while yelling "Spirit Bomb!"

Your house has an anime room.

You and your friends flash peace signs and take girlish poses when you are happy.

You get an anime tattoo. even though you're scared of needles.

Your walls are covered in wallscrolls and posters from your favorite series.

If you use the term 'Kawaii' for describing everything.

You try to convince your girlfriend that 'cat ears' and 'tail' really looks good on them.

You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you dont speek Japanese...

You spent hours looking through your library for a copy of "The Universe of Four Gods"

You have legally changed your name to that of your favorite charcter.

You wear a necklace and fall down everytime someone says sit boy.

You insist on having an entrance that includes spotlights, music, and raining cherry blossoms (while you hold a rose if you're a guy).

Your only dream is to attend Tokyo U with a girl you haven't seen in 15 years.

You play an instrument and you nick name it Inuyasha

For valinetines day you buy a stuffed dog and make up your on japanese name for it

If you get mad at you teacher and draw a picture of her as a anime demon cat

You wtch Iron Chef constanly to pick up great recipes ( haven't done it but plan to )

You've bought a twenty dollar ring in the shaped of a dragon to show off at school.

You always have your hair covering your left eye and always fliping it so you look like a anime character.

You think that falling flat on your back with your legs in the air is a normal reaction to big news.

You are worried because you don't have several desirable members of the opposite sex frantically trying to make you fall in love with them.

You shave a cresent moon onto your cats head, dye the cat purple, then take it to school and insist it's Luna, your talking cat.

You go around town trying to eat donuts and act all crazy-like, all the while saying you're Vash the Stampede.

To resolve a conflict, you insist in a duel.

The employees at Gamestop know you, and tell you when you walk in if they've gotten a new shipment of anime DVDs.

You've gotten angry at someone and placed two fingers on your forehead shouted the word "Makanekasopo!" (specail beam cannon or light of death) and then poked them in the eye.

You waste countless amounts of hair gel to get that "Goku look"

You map out points in Tokyo where the Dragons of Earth might attack

You believe it is possible for a person to be severly beaten in the head with a large hammer, stick, etc...and still come out alive.

You have a moment of confusion whenever you go to school because there are no girls in those tiny little skirts that come with their school uniform

You yell out 'Baka hanyou Inu-Yasha!' at your birthday party and everyone (except your parents) knows you're talking to your boyfriend.

You tell your parents you need to stay out past curfew to save the colonies.

Each time you see a stray animal, you turn your hat sideways and throw one of those plastic Pokeballs Burger King was giving out in their kids' meals yelling, "POKEBALL, GO!"

You add "no da" to the end of all statements you make

The majority of your CDs are Japanese or the English version of a Japanese soundtrack or the English soundtrack of an anime that just decided that it would use English in its songs.

You misplace your manga and someone at school you don't even know gives it to you saying they knew it was yours.

You incorporate Japanese, somehow, into every class.

You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you dont speek Japanese...

You use random Japanese words such as baka, kawaii, and hentai.

You try to read every book from right to left

You take a break from watching anime to go to your computer (nicknamed Lord Conti) to download anime (for previewing purposes only! ;) ), while visiting your favorite anime forum, while listening to Japanese webradio...

You call your parents Oka-san and Otou-san

You say ITADAKIMASU!! before you eat your meals

You think that locket your boyfriend gave you will turn you into a magical girl

You'll risk grounding to get a good new fanfic.

You constantly say "w00p" after almost every sentance.

You insist on chopsticks for everyday use.

Your bookshelf is filled with anime boxed sets and no books

You stop listening to the radio because english makes no sense to you anymore and it's your first spoken language

You call yourself "otaku."

All of your family portraits have been altered to the proper super large eye size.

Random battles seem to erupt wherever you go.

You take the time to write messages on your cigarettes, only to burn them right away.

Your dreams are animated.

You naru punch all the guys at school, and then wonder why they don't follow you around like keitaro follows naru.

You hold your eyes really wide all day trying to make them stay big

Duct tape is really funny to you and most of your threats involve taping people to walls.

When you're washing dishes you yell out "SUPAH WAVE SMASHUH!" or any water attack.

You run out of space on your computer because the hard drive is taken up by hundreds of anime pics, mp3s, midis, and music videos.

You spend all night trying to figure out how many people you can get to go in with you on buying the complete collection of Sailor Moon episodes in Japanese.

You spend your whole spring break working on an anime webpage.

You expect to see a teardrop over someone's head when they get embarressed.

You start to speak with an odd accent.

You can watch two animes in the same room at the same time and still have the TV off.

You know your favorite character's bloodtype.

Knowing Sailor Moon helps you on an Astronomy test.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to anime.

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misery_desoul @ 2005-08-01T13:30:00

2005-08-01T18:32:39Z

You Know You're Addicted to Harry Potter When...

You make a wand and try to use it.

You call your least favorite teacher Snape.

You call your favorite teacher Dumbledore.

You wear robes to school or work.

You make "floo powder", get in the fire, and try to go to your friends' house.

You have read all the books more than four times.

You've been bookstore at midnight to get the latest Harry Potter book before all your friends.

... And then you stayed up all night wearing it.

You've worn a Harry Potter costume in public.

You have a crush on one of the Harry Potter characters.

You've gotten at least one of your friends addicted to Harry Potter.

You actually caught the "Wand Order" mistake before you heard/read about it.

You are upset at the New York Times for creating a seperate childrens best seller list because of the Harry Potter books.

Using clues in the book, you have attempted to find the exact geographical location of Hogwarts.

You have constructed a timeline of events in the Harry Potter books.

You have attempted to figure out the exact ages of all the Weasley children?

You have spent time contemplating which main characters will die by the time the series is over.

You've been to see all the Harry Potter movies on opening night. (Bonus points for standing in line in costume!)

You've read Harry Potter fanfic.

You've written Harry Potter fanfic.

You run a Harry Potter fansite.

You visit The Leaky Cauldron daily.

You've met other Harry Potter fans from online in real life.

You've participated in a Harry Potter RPG.

You've dreamed about Harry Potter.

You have a Harry Potter poster on your wall.

Each Halloween, there's no question what you'll dress up as...!

You've spent time doing a timeline to see if you would have been old enough to date a certain character when you were in high school.

You've vacationed to London, simply to search for the Leaky Cauldron.

You own a black lab named Sirius Black.

You've knitted a Weasley sweater or Harry Potter scarf.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Harry Potter.

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misery_desoul @ 2005-08-01T11:12:00

2005-08-01T16:49:32Z

LAST

01. Last Cigarette: never had a first one... never going to...
02. Last Kiss: when Jason was here
03. Last Cry: its been a while
04. Last Library Book Checked Out: Tudor Women...
05. Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
06. Last Book Read: Harry Potter Half Blood Prince
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: Fuck.
08. Last Beverage Drank: water
09. Last Food Consumed: french fries
11. Last TV Show Watched: Boy Meets World
13. Last Shoes Worn: Flip flops
14. Last CD Played: Techno
15. Last Soda Drank: Dr. Pepper.
16. Last Thing Written: a phone number
17. Last Words Spoken: good bye
18. Last Sleep: last night
21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: strawberry
22. Last Time Wanting to Die: don't member
24. Last Time Dancing: ... *looks around grins*
26. Last Big Car Ride: to and back from Virginia
27. Last Crush: don't member...I never crushed on Jason I just fell in love ^^
28. Last Annoyance: my mother
39. Last Disappointment: I don't member
30. Last Time Scolded: yesterday
32. Last Web Site Visited: Deviant Art

NUMBER OF

01. piercings = 5
02. tattoos = o
03. height = 5'1"
04. shoe size = 6
05. hair color = brown
06. siblings = one half sibling one really sibling and a lot I stoll and claimed

LAST

01. movie you rented = Oh my god I don't remember O.o
02. movie you bought = The pacifire
03. song you listened to = ABC's of Kinky Sex.... Lords of Acid
04. song that was stuck in your head = shook me all night long -AC/DC
05. cd you bought = don't know
06. cd you listened to = Techno you twit you already asked!
07. person you've called= Jason
08. person that's called you= A counsilor
09. tv show you've watched = Didn't I already answer this... damn it Boy Meets World
10. person you were thinking of = Jason
11. friend you made = Court, Bonnie, Jason (friend before boy friend), Angel, Zach, Jeff, Chris, other Chris, Doug, Puppy (David), Sean, Gabriel, Rhys

DO

01. you have a crush on some 1 = nope
02. you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
03. you think about suicide = not lately
04. you believe in online dating = ... Jason... I met him on line ^^ I lufs the Jason
05. others find you attractive = I wants to steal everybodies eyes!!!!
06. you want more piercings = only one in the cartlage of the right ear...
07. you drink = yes
08. you do drugs = no
09. you smoke = no
10. you like cleaning = like isn't the word I'd use... I kill my room when I clean it... it gets worse before better
11. you like roller coasters = yes!!!!!
12. you write in cursive or print = mixture

FOR OR AGAINST

long distance relationships? = for... if you love the person... like me and Jason... but we'll be together soon enough
suicide= against
killing people = against
teenage smoking = against
doing drugs = against
driving drunk = against
soap operas = AGAINST!

FAVORITE

thing to do = draw read write chat rp
thing to talk about = um randomness
sports = Kickboxing, football, street hockey
drinks = Dr. Pepper, water, vodka, rum
clothes = comfy, loose or tight anything... or just nude... nude is good...
movies = Comedy, Horror, Action, Adventure
singer = Jason...
holiday = I have one... *looks around* hey are these the trees from night mare before christmas? *knocks over card board cut out*

HAVE YOU

ever cried over a girl = not in a sexual way... she is one of my best friends and her brother was killed...
ever cried over a boy = yes...
ever lied to some = yes
ever been in a fist fight = yup
ever been arrested = no

WHAT

shampoo do you use = um... I don't know... it works though... it cleans hair...
shoes do you wear = flip flops
are you scared of = needles... damn the needles to hell!!!

NUMBER

... of times you have been in love?: once
... of times you have had your heart broken?: none
... of hearts you have broken?: probly a lot
... of girls you have kissed?: none
... of boys you have kissed?: 6
... of drugs taken illegally?: no
... of people you would classify as true, could trust with your life type friends? ...8 right now... could be more or less
... of people you consider your enemies? five
... of times your name has appeared in the newspaper? once
... of scars on your body? one... damn baseball bat...
... of things in your past that you regret? alot

misery_desoul @ 2005-07-29T06:50:00

2005-07-29T11:50:57Z

Your Dream Vampire Boyfriend(Girls only) by Cainesgirl101
Nickname
Zodiac sign
Your dream vampire-guy	Shoulder length black hair, and red eyes. Dark clothing and described as entrancing.
How you met	He'd seen you once before, and stood outside your window at night hoping to get another glance.
The first thing you said to him	Um....hi...
Where you two ended up	He visits you regularly for a small amount of blood, and to spend some time with you.
His favorite thing to do to you	He loves to lay in bed with you, hugging you, and whispering tales of his adventures in your ear.
Will you end up as a vampire	Yep- eternity with him at your side.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

misery_desoul @ 2005-07-13T18:44:00

2005-07-13T22:49:29Z

Congratulations on making Slytherin!

So basically, you're cunning, ambitous, and willing to use any means to meet your ends. Lots of people think Slytherins are cold, evil, heartless people.. and although some are, some are not. Slytherins are the most misunderstood people.. You're not all evil! We're misconceived and misunderstood, and have been given a bad rep.. The movie makes us look terrible. People just have this thing about people about ambition.. Hmm.. Well, you know you're the best, so I guess it doesn't matter. Gryffindor may beat you at everything.. but you still keep trying! COME ON, SHOW SOME SLYTHERIN PRIDE!

Slytherin to Remember

Draco Malfoy

Lucius Malfoy

Tom Riddle aka Lord Voldemort

Avery

Bellatrix Black

Narcissa Black

Rabastan Lestrange

Rodolphus Lestrange

Phineas Nigellus

Severus Snape

Wilkes

Blaise Zabini

be sorted @ nimbo.net

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misery_desoul @ 2005-07-09T10:55:00

2005-07-09T15:55:59Z

What would the Wolf's Rain Charaters think of u? by redmoon_dragon
name
age
sign
Kiba thinks	you r beautiful
Hige wants	a kiss
Toboe is	ur best friend
Tusme likes ur	quiteness

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misery_desoul @ 2005-07-09T10:55:00

2005-07-09T15:55:37Z

Your Life in Wolf's Rain by Duosgirlfriend
Name/nickname
Age
What color is your spleen?
Your race	Wolf
Your best friend
Person that is madly in love with you
Hair color	Green
Eye color	Silver
Your role	Your mission was to kill everyone, but you turn kind and end up nearly getting killed your self.
What happens to you?	You and your friend decide to run away and join a traveling circus. 0.o

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misery_desoul @ 2005-07-09T10:54:00

2005-07-09T15:55:03Z

What the Wolf's Rain pack would think of you by Aralyn
Kiba thinks:	You very perky.(And is kind of afraid of you)
Tsume thinks:	You're sexy, just looking at you makes him frisky
Toboe thinks:	You have a crush on one of the other wolves.
Hige thinks:	Nothing of you, he's thinking about Blue.
Blue thinks:	That one of the guys has a crush on you.
Cheza senses:	That one of the guys has feelings for you.
Name:
Hair color:
Eye color:
Attitude:

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misery_desoul @ 2005-07-09T10:53:00

2005-07-09T15:54:12Z

Anime Element Personality Test by AnimeChica3698
Favorite Color
Chosen Weapon
Powers
Personality
Species
Name
Age
Where you live
Where you came from
Ideal Pet
Element	Darkness

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misery_desoul @ 2005-07-09T10:52:00

2005-07-09T15:53:34Z

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say	With me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes say	You're amazing.
Your hugs say	This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say	You mean the world to me.
Your body says	I just want to hold you.
Your heart says	Je t'aime.

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misery_desoul @ 2005-06-21T20:28:00

2005-06-22T01:47:01Z

(((..::who am i::..)))
.00.My name is: Amanda aka Miz
.01.I've aged: 17...soon to be 18
.02.I live in: a cardboard box in the middle of a room
.03.I want to go to: anywhere as long as I can be with Jason
.04.My siblings are: ugh I have a brother... 2 proclaimed sisters and too many proclaimed brothers
.05.Things i like are: drawing, writing, anime, manga, insanity that is Jimbo the hugable zombie ^^, and GREEN!!!!!!!!
.06.Things i don't like are: idiots, the colour pink, liars

(((..::people::..)))
.07.I like people who: are like me
.08.I don't like people who: idiots
.09.My favorite person is: ugh female is Dina male is Jason
.10.I like them because: Jason is the male verson of me and my bpyfriend and Dina is my sister
.11.My least favorite person is: TLG
.12.I don't like them because: you don't want to know the crap she put me through
.13.If i could hug someone right now, i would hug: Jason
.14.As far as friends go, i have: none are better then mine

(((..::love-life and things::..))) answer these about your crush or boy/girl friend ( if u don't have one.. leave blank)

.16.Do you have a crush or boy/girl friend?: boyfriend
.17.And his/her name would be?: Jason
.18.Do you talk to them often?: almost everyday
.19.How old is she/he?: 19
.20.How far have you gotten with this person?: kisses and talking of other things
.21.How far are you willing to get?: ...pg13...must keep this pg13... O.o
.22.Does this person share your interests?: yes
.24.Could you imagine the rest of your life with this person?: yes
.25.Do you believe in love?: yes
.26.Do you "love" this person?: yes
.27.Have you noticed that you like this person sporadically or do you love them every second of the day?: every second of the day
.28.Must a kiss be sacred?: yes
.29.Must sex be saved for marriage?: A few years ago i would have said yes but lol its not going to wait that long
.31.How long was your longest relationship?: I've had one before this... I hated all my xs and I use that tream xs loosly
.32.How long was your shortest?: would know
.33.Do you believe in love at 1st sight, or is it just extreme attraction?: yes
.34.How would you describe your ideal mate?: I can in one word.... Jason

(((..::religion::..))
.35. What is your religion, if any?: christian... though I do beleave in other religions even if I don't make a practic of them
.36. Do you practice it, or just believe in it strongly?: practice...though I don't go to church but you don't have too
.37. Do you believe in God, Jesus, Heaven, and Hell?: yes
.38. Why do you believe in what you do?: becasue I can damnit!

((..::Morally::..))
.39.Have you ever been drunk?: no
.40.Do you want to get drunk;or; would you do it again?: no
.41.Have you ever done drugs?: no.
.42.Have you ever stolen/shoplifted?: No
.43.Have you tried to commit suicide; do you know someone that has?: nope but I know some that has
.44.Are you the innocent looking type?: um.... Jason am I? I wouldn't know
.45.Are you really innocent?: Um in some ways yes in others no
.46.Have you ever cheated on you boyfriend or girlfriend?: no and I never will
.47.Are you a virgin?: yes
.48.Why or why not?: cause I just found my mr. right and I made a promise to my mom...
.49.Are you racist or discriminatory?: no and I hate people that are!
.50.Have you been skinny dipping?: no
.51.Do you enjoy nudity, whether you are nude, or maybe someone else?: yes XD
.52.Where you caught doing any of these bad things above(i.e. drinking,doing drugs,stealing)?: no
.53.Name some things you have done that you regret: ugh school crap sucks... moms mad at me because she's a bitch, I hate my father... wait I don't regret that
.54.Would you say that you are open-minded?: yes

((..::Personality::..))
-Are you more...
.55.crazy or conserved?: crazy
.56.loud or quiet?: loud... but quiet when I need to be
.57.pretty or ugly?: sexeh beast
.58.over-weight or under-weight?: avy...I'd like to loose a bit though
.59.outgoing or shy?: outgoing wit people I know a bit shy other words
.60.emotional or nonemotional?: both
.61.perverted or pure?: I'm not a pervert I'm a provert!
.62.simple or complex?: complex....

((..::Music::..))
.63.Do you prefer bands or just singers?: both
.64.Name some bands or artists that you like: Blindspott, Placebo, Louis Armstrong...
.65.What genres of music would you say you listen to?: everything
.66.Do you like certain pop songs that you just think are really catchy?: ugh... I don't know
.67.Are you in a band?: no
.68.If not, would you like to be in one?: ugh what would I do
.69.If you were in one, what would you do;if you are, what do you do in the band?: O.o

((..::Labels and image/style::..))
.70.Do you label people and yourself?:nope
.71.If so, what is your label: other then crazy none
.72.Do you like the way you look?: sexeh beast I is
.73.What makes the way you look especially unique?: ? ugh just the way I carry myself
.74.Do you wear ties like avril?: only with my suit outfit
.75.What do you think of her style?: its cool

((..::randomish::..))
.76.Do you prefer lots and lots of friends, or a few close ones?: close ones
.77.What are your feelings towards rain?: I love to listen watch and play in the rain ^^
.78.Who/What gets you really excited when you see them/it?: Jason... ugh... please don't ask me to explain just think about it
.79.Do you want something/someone that you can never have?: um... not going to say anything...
.80.What's your best memory?: when me and Jason met
.81.Have you ever been on a real date?: no... I consider a date alone with your sweetheart
.82.Make out or take out?: both
.83.Do you have more guy friends or chick friends?: guy... I don't know why
.84.Have you ever been accused of being homosexual?: yes... I don't know why...

misery_desoul @ 2005-05-28T21:25:00

2005-05-29T02:34:00Z

To all my friends up here who are a little slow on my music preferences... which I do listen to everything but right now I'm hooked on two bands mainly... Blindspott and Placebo... Blindspott is an awsome rockband from NZ and they have yet to come to America. I was told about them from a friend of mine. Placebo is a British rock band and they have yet to come to America as well... I as told about them through a friend and my aunt... but check out the web pages....

http://www.placeboworld.co.uk/

http://www.blindspott.com/

Blindspott's website has there music and Luiz said he had to download placebo's songs... Blindspott's also has music vids up ^^....

Any way Jason is coming here for a visit next week and is staying for dinner... So I get to meet him and his dad and one of his brothers and they get to meet me and my mom. But he is going to be moving here soon enough though saddly my brother went all good boy christian and shit and he has been preaching to me and mom... Can't wait for him to find out about what I'm doing on graduation night... He'll start preaching about sinning and say I need to go to church... I'll tell him he needs to get laid and me and Jason will go to my room ^^... hope my brother doesn't mind but I do beleave I'll be a screamer....

misery_desoul @ 2005-05-26T16:35:00

2005-05-26T21:36:13Z

O.o... great news! Jason is coming for a visit before he moves here but next year when I graduate he is going to steal me... mom is ok with us wanting to have sex... hell she told me to tell her before we do cause she wants to make sure we're protected! She likes my boy friend w00t!!!!

reasons....

2005-05-17T00:05:40Z

I have yet another reason to add to my long list of reasons I hate my father. My father lives in Lousiana my bro with him while I live in Indiana with my mom.

Over a month ago my bro got home from school and the jack ass walks into the house wearing a suit. My bro asked what was going on and my father said that he had just gotten back from my great grandmother's funeral.

He didn't tell my bro and I talked to him trying to get a hold of my bro less then two weeks ago, he didn't tell me... I found out less then five minutes ago from my mom who had talked to my bro last night...

Please someone keep me from being to pissed... I don't want to invite him to my graduation next year mom is making me though.

I hope he lives his bitch at home... She sure as hell ain't welcome here. Jason'll have to make sure I don't kill my father... though I'll have to keep him from doing the same...

Someone save me from my nightmares and tears...

misery_desoul @ 2005-04-27T16:00:00

2005-04-27T21:12:18Z

I'm in love with the most amassing guy ever... I never knew I could feel like this. He's perfect in every way, well to me at least... I can't wait to see him and hold him in my arms... I'm sad though... well beyond sad that I won't even be able to see him on his birthday... He's turning 19 on the 30th... I only met him a few weeks ago... two weeks and five days... apparently according to my friends I'm completely obsessed with him... doesn't bother me! He makes ma laugh and smile and not every one can do that... at least not a true smile they can't... whats so great about him is that he loves me for who I am... I don't have to change for him... I'm not some morbid little wench all the time... my char is but not me... He even brings out sides of me I keep hidden! *blushes and clears throat* any way... I love you more then the world itself Jason... *blows him a kiss*

misery_desoul @ 2005-04-19T15:51:00

2005-04-19T21:45:34Z

So I'm reading this new book and it gives me very nice thoughts... most would think they were naughty though lol... It's "Sips of Blood" by: Mary Ann Mitchell. It's mainly about vampires!

exerpt chapter two.... (a two page chapter.... most chapters are longer)

Sour, salty sweat dripped from the tip of his nose onto his protruding lips. His tongue licked the chapped and swollen flesh. The handcuffs sraped his wrists as his body jerked in fear. She dragged the flat end of the straight-edge razor down his erect penis. The dribble of his semen frightened him. His Maitresse had forbade him to have an orgasm. But the cold steel of the blade caused a shiver of pleasure. La Maitresse used the flat side of the blade to swat the tip of his organ. A warning!
He wanted to close his legs, protect his privates, but the bar separating his manacled ankles prevented that. Maitresse la Presidente smoothed on more soapy suds across his loin and continued to shave his pubic hair. The delicate slide of the blade across his skin made his breath quicken.
The mirror to his right revealed the slow movements of his Maitresse's hands. Her small white hand would set the edge of the blade against his organ and then glide the blade downward, removing the foam and hair. The black votive candles burning on either side of the reflection gave the scene a surreal look. Was that Garrett Winter's penis bobing and wavingto the rhythm of La Presidente's hand? Garrett Norwell Winter III, power-hungry entrepreneur, feared by the titans of industry?
La Presidente reached for one of the black candles. She smiled up at him as she brought the candle closer to his penis. His loin, now naked of hair, looked vulnerable in the mirror. Even more so when she rubbed the side of the candle on his penis. She lifted his organ and poised the bottom of the candle atop its tip. Involuntarily he cried out as he watched the hot wax slide down the sides of his cock. The skin was unbearably stretched to the point of aching.
"Please, Maitresse, may I now come?"
Her brown eyes glared into his own eyes, and she shook her head, denying him his release.
The safe word.
"Hyacinth," he shouted. La Presidente freed his cock and his semen spurted out, hitting the yops of her high leather boots. He would be made to lick the boots clean before he left the dungeon.

misery_desoul @ 2005-04-05T22:54:00

2005-04-06T03:54:38Z

Your Hidden Power Is Dark
Angel

You have a Evil and Demonic Soul. You use your
hidden powers for the evil of hell. You are in
constent war with the heavans for you want to
destroy the pathetic humans were they want to
save them. For all people see in you is that
any emotion expecially love is a waste of your
time but your so mysterious that people don't
know you do have a shy emotions that are kept
locked within you.

Gem Stone:Black Pearl, Eye
Color:Black,Hair Color:Black with
Grey Streaks that is down to your waist pulled
in a braid

Quote:You said you read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed

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